Wednesday, August 25, 2004
recently like to recite poet.. but no matter how hard i try still cant do it.. wahaha so i went to the web site n read poet.. hehe.. so envy pple wu can write poet abt their feelings.. den ask my fwenz hw can they do it.. tey tld me its when u becum emotional den its when u can write out poet.. but sumtimes my mood veri weird oso.. duneo where to start writin oso.. hehe.. so juz read their poet is more than happie fer me.. hohoho..
yest. meet up wif ivy n her fwenz.. wow its a long time since i tok to her.. hehe.. recallin the time we had together in sec sch.. so much fun wif the class.. still rem the loud laughter, blurbbin n stupid action mks me realise time realli past in a flash of light.. 3yrs had past.. haix missing the time so much.. n seein mani of my fwenz change.. hmp not onli change in their life but change to bcum more prettier ofcourse.. hehe..
feel so happie these few daes duneo y oso.. although so mani projt on hand but i dun feel much stress leh.. hehe.. arite.. gtg .. tmr james gt science test.. pray tat he will do well.. tc "p
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Monday, August 23, 2004
i wish i could stand on a busy corner, hat in hand, and beg pple to throw me all their wasted time.. tere's no time to waste.. even in the oylampic game.. tey are fightin fer the 0.001 sec to be the champ.. realli life is short.. every min tey are pple dyin of accident.. dun take time fer granted.. live ur life to the fullest.. u can nv turn back time.. n God's grace fer us is to spend tis time wisely to extend his kingdom, spreadin His truth.. awaes find myself running out of time.. hehhe.. suddenly tot of tis song..
AMAZING grace! How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost, but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved.
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis grace hath brought me safe thus far
And grace will lead me home.
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures;
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.
Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.
gtg go.. meetin my sheepie d-bra.. update u agn.. love "p
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
Above ALL
Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all create things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began
Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth
Crusified laid behind the stone
You lives to die rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all
+ i realli wanna thank god fer givin me such a wonderful fwenz ard me.. realli been ncouraged by tem in my dullness time.. u r an awesome god.. cant wait to worship u everydae.. pray tat all my fwenz will be happie everydae n tere'll nt b ani anger, jealousy, tiredness, rejection .. coz u r the god wu giv us strength when we r weak.. although we may fall short of u.. but i neo when we put u first in life.. u will nv short change us.. n i wanna xperiences ur love more n more each dae!!
He's able to handle more than able
To accomplish what concerns me todae
to handle aniting tat comes my way
He's able more than able
To do much more than i could ever dream
To make me what He wants me to be
loving u.. =+=+SMILEZ coz u nv neo ur smilez touches pple's heart !!+=+=
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Monday, August 16, 2004
hmp... nw in the com lab.. waiting fer time to pass.. hehehe latr gg to celebrate jaime's bdae.. so decided to surv the webbie here.. den came across tis articles on the scientific proof of the bible like 'Science Versus Myth' n mani more.. it is veri interesting to neo it.. tis is the webbie.. anione interested can juz browse thru coz it is abit long.. so unable to paste it here.. http://www.spi.com.sg/study/articles/index.htm njoy...
i was veri excited.. hehe tis week i gt 3 good news tat i wanna share ..coz fer the past few weeks i had been feelin veri down due to friends, project and family prob.. and dun hav the 'mood' to do aniting even fellowshippin etc.. even sumtimes feel reluctant to go fer ani church tingy.. its lyk everytin seems so ''unlucky'' to me.. but tis week god realli show miracles in me.. first is myself.. on fridae i gotten my chk-up result.. was so moody n scared tat i will hear the bad news but realli thank god that it shows me to be negative result.. realli thankful for all the prayers tat had made for me.. then nxt is my cg.. i tink i hav been a CLa in NYP1 for abt 1 mth.. n actualli was quite fearful n faithless in leadin this grp..i hav been prayin to god abt my grp growing desperately n was afraid tat i cant even ask my contacts (i muz confess) fer the service coz i've nt been meetin up wif my contacts.. coz buzi wif my projt n family matters etc.. heehee.. n tis sat was suppose to go to the first service wif zihui n one of her fwen (first time visitor).. n tis was a good chance but too bad tat i hav a meetin to attend to.. so cant mk it.. den in the end cindy tk over me.. n meet up wif tem.. n guess wad .. durin the altar call she went up and recvd christ... wow it was lyk!! realli thank god for zihui n cindy.. n nw we hav a total of 3 NB in our grp.. wow.. god is answerin to my prayers.. n todae was our psycho presentation n we are lyk last min. doin the projt.. in my mind.. i was tinkin 'oh god, we r doomed fer tis time.. can show us sum miracles ant? coz we'r veri unprepared tat kind..' even todaE we mid up early.. n rush thru it n finalli done.. den when we reach the tut room.. was preparing fer the prsentation den the lect came in n saw us set up the stuff.. n tell us tat todae tere'll be no presentation .. den we r all lyk.. 'what?' becoz he wanna go thru last wk tut lesson tat we missed out.. n becoz he saw us all preparin the transpancy all tese.. den he giv us a choice to either present todae or nxt wk.. n guess wad we sae.. ofcourse we sae is nxt wk.. wahaha.. its lyk nw we'll hav more time to do n prepare.. YEA!!
+ even during my most desperate period of time.. god is awaes by my side .. no matter wad state of life i'm in.. no matter hw unfaithful i am.. god still show me mercy.. he show me tis verse.. Isiah 55:8-9 saes tis '' For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways.'' declares the Lord. ''As the heavens are higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.'' this verse show that man sumtimes cant sees the whole view of the prob they are facing.. tey can onli sees wad human will sees ( e.g ) man r onli at the 2nd levels and can onli see the near n surface ground.. but god is awaes at the highest level than us to actualli see the whole situation.. so y fear when God is for u.. wu can be against u? dun dwell in the prob .. but rather rejoice in it.. He sees everyting n becoz its onli when prob arise, u will be moulded into a beta person.. agree? n Romans 5:3-4 saes ''but we also rejoice in our suffering, becoz we know that thru suferrin it produces perservances; perservance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us...''
yeah .. n nxt week is the '66th street' n cindy is acting.. wow.. haha.. gt to see her denial herself n act man!! heehhee.. so xcited.. OMG.. okok was so cold here.. gtg .. cya den bye.. love ya
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
wantin to update my blog yest but too tired liao.. i'm so happie to meet up wif deborah, loli's NB.. wow she is realli sumone wu can crap lo.. can tok to her everytin under the sky and rainbow lo.. after loli intro me to her, den she went fer lesson.. left me n deb.. i scared i gt notin to sae to her.. but den on the way to swimmin pool.. while we waited fer loli to end her lessons.. the both of us keep tokin non-stop.. wow.. its realli cool neoin tis fwen.. she gt lotza ting cmmon to me.. feel so real n natural when i was wif her.. realli thank god fer her.. we tok veri loud n as if it was our own hse lyk tat.. hehe.. den realise tat she lyks outdoor activities alot.. n nt frgttin food.. she even join alot of activities in sch.. hmp.. but too involve in it oso nt veri good.. meanin will hab lesser time wif us.. hehehehe.. u neo wad she joined? she join adventure club, campus crusade, kickboxin, drama arts n ambassodors.. wow realli alot lo.. duneo hw she manange her time.. hmp.. time past veri fast tok till abt 2hrs den we went swimmin while waitin fer loli,, n cindy sit tere n do her work.. we had great fun .. teachin deb hw to swim.. she veri cute lo.. she duneo hw to use her nose to breath out in water.. so i gt to teach her.. hehe.. sorrie huh to sae all ur 'chou si' here.. but i neo u dun mind rite?
after swimmin.. we tk lotza photos oso at the plc.. its so coolin tere.. hmp.. anw after tat we went to eat.. n tat plc i nv knew it exist lo.. its near our sch.. the food tere is veri x' lo n the service nt veri good oso.. hehe.. anw we hab a great dinner together.. n was plannin our nxt gatherin agn.. which we r gg to little india n eat.. YEAH... suggested by deb.. realli lookin fwd fer the time agn.. n tis sat she cumin fer service ...yeah!!! so fun...realli thank god fer D-bra, cindy n loli.. hehe.. ofcourse i realli pray fer more pple cumin to our grp n join our big family.. realli njoy fellowshippin..
God nv failed to ncourage me or giv up on me.. even if i lose faith.. i neo he's wif me awaes..
recappin frm last wk durin the SOS.. jas said bfer..''awaes keep an short account to god everydae..'' its awaes to remind urself n to refresh ur mind, heart n soul.. n not accumulate it.. until u cant tk it n brk dwn.. it's whn u can fall easily..
Prayer : god renew my heart awaes lord.. n help me to maintain a child-faith in u.. thank god fer the obstacles in my life.. as i grow each dae.. i realise the meanin n purpose of life.. oso pray fer a revival in nyp.. n tat the lost sheep will soon find their way bac to their shepd.. thank god fer everytin tat has breathe.. amen!
till we meet agn!! tc... love "p
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Sunday, August 01, 2004
u neo wad..i realli njoy readin pple's blog n neoin wad's happenin in ppl'e life esp my close fwen..tis is whr we realli neo their prob.. wow.. realli tanx god fer tis site.. waahhaa... arite.. start wif my dae : wake up early to pack up my stuff n do sum crafts fer the beliver.. hehe.. felt so filled to dae.. todae had a combine cg together wif jo'n.. wow first time man.. hehe.. was quite xcitin ya.. den after tat went to fetch jiahui.. n learn guitar frm jo'n.. hehe.. i tink i am nt concentrading in learnin coz i'm eatin!! haha.. sorrie huh jo'n.. but i will learn it wen i'm at hm.. provided i dig out my guitar first.. wahaha..
todae when i was walkin hm after the SOS meet.. was recapping wad i had bein doin fer the whole wk.. pple ard me had been veri hardworkin in sudies even in servin god.. n i look into myself agn.. wad did i do? wu hav i impacted? haix.. sad to sae.. i'm abit disappointed in myself.. not bein doin well in work (tryin to but notin cums out) n serving god (awaes buzi wif my sch work) iz tis wad i wan in life.. i found tat i hav bein wastin time in tings tat r nt impt.. mani pple out tere is waitin fer my 'rescue' yet i cant help much.. felt veri useless lo..n gt so much burden fer pple.. i'm not superwoman oso.. realli admire god man.. every dae even every min he has been listenin to our prob.. hw can he tk all these ? of course he is god.. so i will awaes remind myself at the end of the dae.. i'm doin tings to pleased god n nt to pleased man.. i cant possibly pleasin eveyone ard me rite? therefor i realli need lots of wisdom .. i neo onli thru him i can do tings tat is beyond wad i can do.. hehe.. juz feel so refreshed nw..
P.S : rem awaes set aside time to seek god n meditate on him regularly.. n nt frgettin to renew our heart mind n soul.. by tis u will b refreshed n feel 'free' like a bird in the sky.. hheeh.. do i mk sense? (nvm dun understand cum n find me.. wahaha..)
gt to go oing oing liao.. hav a blessed wkends.. tc lotz... luv ya..
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